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    I remember being in school, despite it being a year ago, I still have very fond memories, I remember walking into the prison like school for the first time, I was small, weak, unaware and innocent, and I was surrounded by criminals, people who swore, smoked, fought and romanced.

    I was in a new hell, far from milk and biscuits at nine-fifteen in the morning, and forty-five minute lunch breaks, far from the distance land of the bin in the corner, sharpening pencils and bickering with friends, far from games in the class room and colouring pictures.
    Everything in the new world contradicted my previous life, but worst of all it showed how friends could so easily become enemies, falling out, battery, insults, theft, it was everything I hated, and I never wanted to become a part of it, but being surrounded by it consumes you a person, and regurgitates a disgusting, horrific monster.
    But some things either die down, get forgotten about, vanish from existence or they become the constant reminder of your mistakes.
    I remember telling my closest friends I was bi-sexual, it was astounding how quickly they suddenly turned on me and rejected me as a friend.
    I remember screaming at my piers and making death threats.
    I remember the tears that fell from my eyes when all of my friends had become enemies, and my only friend was a million miles away.
    But the best thing about being in school was how simple everything was, and how much I enjoyed everything, despite at the time hating everything. 
    Most of all, I miss the bus journey home, during the hot, lengthy summer, the cool wind from the bus windows blowing in my face, the ice cold can of coke in my hand as I listened to Billy Joel and thought of the grilled cheese sandwich I was wanting to eat when I got home.

    Life then was great, I seriously underestimated it.

All That Was Came to Naught
This is my recollection of my life during school. All of it is true.
If you feel like asking anything then please ask away.
Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.

And I can feel one of my turns coming on.
I feel cold as razor blade
Tight as a tourniquet
Dry as a funeral drum


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SpunkyRacoon Featured By Owner 2 days ago
hope everything looks okay! thanks for commissioning me Bunny Emoji-68 (Bouncy) [V4] 
OllyChimera Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave!
Kurishita Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav:) (Smile) 
W-a-n-d-a Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave. Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
dreamwatcher7 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for faving my art, buddy! :highfive:
leif-j Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2015
:-) Thank you for the fave. 
ReBri Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Hobbyist
Hello Joel:wave:
Thank you for all the :+fav:!!! :hug:
Your gallery is amazing! So keep it up :clap:
Alison8e4White Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the Fav +fav :) (Smile) 
cricketumpire Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
I do hope an eternity hasn't passed  Wait for Call  - NaNoEmo14 Day 20 :waiting: before you receive this message 

but your fave of   "A little bird comes..."   is really appreciated   Thumbs up :coolthumbup: Thumbsup Emoticon 

Thank you Joel    Thanks Again Sign - NaNoEmo14: Day 17      
wingman2699 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015
You're welcome. :)
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