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I wake abruptly and shoot up in my bed, I clutch at my heart and began try catch my breath.                              
"It was just a dream, it was just a dream, it was just a dream!" I try to convince myself, I keep my hand over my heart and keep breathing at pace. I can feel a single drop of sweat slither from my neck all the way down my back, it is such an odd sensation.
I prop myself up against the head board and lean over the to the left bedside cabinet to turn on the lamp, the sudden change in light constricts my pupils so they could adjust to the change.
I blink a few times and shield my eyes with my hand, then I sit on the side of my bed, clear my throat and cough into my palm.
I gaze over to the window and watch as the rain hammers against it, before I   grumble and stand up.
I do all of my morning rituals and fix my tie to my neck and leave my apartment without a word.
I walk downstairs and look around the empty reception as I am about to leave, I push the front door open and head outside into the rain, its almost calming listening to the hurricane of water splat down on the pavement all around me.
I wander away from the neon sign outside and advance back to the diner where I came from, it doesn't take me long, I have made this trip plenty of times.
A few moments pass and before I know it I am frantically trying to squeeze into the diner.
I let out a heaving, melancholic sigh before sitting down in my usual spot, drinking coffee.
  • Listening to: The Eagles - I Can't Tell You Why
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I have/had:

[ ]Finished college.
[ ]Smoked cigarettes. 
[ ]Ridden every ride at an amusement park. 
[x]Collected something really stupid. 
[ ]Gone to a concert.
[/]Helped someone. 
[x]Spun turn tables. 
[ ]Watched four movies in one night. 
[ ]Been broken up with.
[ ]Taken a college level course. 
[x]Been in a car accident. 
[ ]Been in a tornado. 
[ ]Been in a hurricane.
[ ]Been in a cyclone.
[ ]Watched someone die.
[ ]Been to a funeral.
[ ]Cut yourself. 
[ ]Ran a marathon.
[/]Your parents got divorced/split.
[x]Cried yourself to sleep. 
[x]Spent over £200 in one day.
[ ]Cheated on someone.
[ ]Been cheated on.
[ ]Written a 10 page letter.
[x]Skipped school.
[x]Had a best friend. 
[/]Lost someone you loved. 
[x]Gotten in trouble for something you didn't do.
[ ]Stolen books from the library. 


[x]I am under 18. 
[/]I am a cuddler. 
[ ]I am a morning person.
[ ]I am an only child.
[ ]I am currently in my pyjamas. 
[ ]I am currently pregnant. 
[ ]I am left handed.
[x]l am right handed.
[ ]I am ambidextrous.
[x]I am a little shy around the opposite sex.
[x]I bite my nails. 
[x]I enjoy folk music.
[/]I enjoy smoothies.
[/]I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ]I have a car.
[x]I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. 
[x]I have a hidden talent.
[x]I have a pet.
[/]I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
[x]I have all my grandparents.
[x]I have been to another country. 
[/]I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour. 
[ ]I have/had a broken bone.
[ ]I have bathed someone.
[ ]I have changed a diaper. 
[/]I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ]I have had friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ]I have had major/minor surgery. 
[ ]I have killed another person.
[ ]I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[/]I have mood swings.
[/]I have no idea what I want to do the rest of my life. 
[x]I have rejected someone before.
[/]I like the taste of blood.
[x]I like Michael Jackson.
[ ]I love sleeping.
[x]I love to shop. 
[/]I own 100 CDs or more. (I have my Dad's CDs and some of my own, along with some records). 
[x]I own and use a library card. 
[x]I read books for pleasure in my spare time. 
[ ]I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ]I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[ ]I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ]I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 
[x]I am wearing socks.
[ ]I consume at least one alcoholic beverage every month.
[x]I am tired.
[ ]I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

My hair is naturally the colour:
[ ]Light brown
[ ]Medium brown 
[x]Dark brown
[ ]Blonde
[ ]Dirty blonde
[ ]Strawberry blonde 
[ ]Multicoloured 
[ ]Black
[ ]Ginger

My eyes are: 
[ ]Brown 
[ ]Dark Brown 
[ ]Blue 
[x]Green
[ ]Hazel
[ ]Light brown 
[]Grey


People sometimes label me as:
[ ]Sl*t.
[ ]Boyish. 
[ ]Colourful. 
[x]Ugly. 
[ ]Nerd. 


Some of my fears are:
[x]Spiders/other insects.
[ ]Slimy things. 
[ ]Dying/Afterlife.
[/]Doctor/dentist appointments. Dentists scare me.
[ ]Hospitals.
[ ]Needles.
[ ]Disease.  
[ ]Being alone in the dark.
[/]Heights/falling. 
[ ]Small spaces. 
[/]Oceans/large bodies of water. 
[x]Large animals. 
[ ]Small animals.
[ ]Open spaces. 
[ ]Lightning/Fire. 
[ ]Tornadoes.
[ ]Clustered holes.
[ ]Bodily fluids. 
[ ]Corpses. 
[ ]Thunder/loud noises. 


I have:
[ ]A friend with benefits. 
[ ]A laptop. 
[x]A television in my room. I have two, one for my Xbox and Sky box, and the other for my computer.
[/]Good grades. Two B's and two C's
[ ]My own car. 
[x]Parents who are still married.
[ ]A dog. 
[x]A cat. 
[x]A game console.
[ ]Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. 
[ ]Fired a gun.
[x]Been in a school play. 
[x]Been fired from a job. 
[ ]Taken a lie detector test. 
[ ]Swam with dolphins.
[x]Written poetry. 
[ ]Read more than 20 books a year. 
[x]Gone to Europe. I live in Europe. 
[x]Loved someone you shouldn't have. 
[ ]Used a colouring book over age 12. 
[ ]Had surgery.
[x]Had stitches.
[x]Taken a taxi.
[/]Had more than 5 online conversations going at once. 
[x]Had a hamster. 
[ ]Dyed your hair. 
[ ]Had something pierced. 
[ ]Gotten straight A’s. 
[x]Been handcuffed.


All together 50.5
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I reach under the bed for the little black box, I bring it up to my knees as I sit down, I open the box and grab a hold of our gun.
I clip the magazine into our automatic pistol and shakily bring it to my temple, my fingers are jittering and adrenaline is running through my veins. I can feel a single drip of cold sweat stream down from my forehead before it finally ends at the tip of nose, plopping off the edge and landing in a small pool in the carpet.
My heart is racing and pounding at my rib cage, it almost hurts to breathe, my breath is freezing and my heart is ready to blast out of my chest. I gently squeeze the trigger...
...Suddenly! I hear a frantic knocking at the door, my eyes shoot up toward the door and the gun is quickly lowered down into the black box once more.

"Stop! Don't do it! Please, open the door!" She screams in a blind panic. But her attempt to make me stop isn't going to work, I gulp as I raze the gun back to my temple...I close my eyes...squeeze the trigger...
  • Listening to: The Eagles - I Can't Tell You Why
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I have/had:

[ ]Finished college.
[ ]Smoked cigarettes. 
[ ]Ridden every ride at an amusement park. 
[x]Collected something really stupid. 
[ ]Gone to a concert.
[/]Helped someone. 
[x]Spun turn tables. 
[ ]Watched four movies in one night. 
[ ]Been broken up with.
[ ]Taken a college level course. 
[x]Been in a car accident. 
[ ]Been in a tornado. 
[ ]Been in a hurricane.
[ ]Been in a cyclone.
[ ]Watched someone die.
[ ]Been to a funeral.
[ ]Cut yourself. 
[ ]Ran a marathon.
[/]Your parents got divorced/split.
[x]Cried yourself to sleep. 
[x]Spent over £200 in one day.
[ ]Cheated on someone.
[ ]Been cheated on.
[ ]Written a 10 page letter.
[x]Skipped school.
[x]Had a best friend. 
[/]Lost someone you loved. 
[x]Gotten in trouble for something you didn't do.
[ ]Stolen books from the library. 


[x]I am under 18. 
[/]I am a cuddler. 
[ ]I am a morning person.
[ ]I am an only child.
[ ]I am currently in my pyjamas. 
[ ]I am currently pregnant. 
[ ]I am left handed.
[x]l am right handed.
[ ]I am ambidextrous.
[x]I am a little shy around the opposite sex.
[x]I bite my nails. 
[x]I enjoy folk music.
[/]I enjoy smoothies.
[/]I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ]I have a car.
[x]I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. 
[x]I have a hidden talent.
[x]I have a pet.
[/]I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
[x]I have all my grandparents.
[x]I have been to another country. 
[/]I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour. 
[ ]I have/had a broken bone.
[ ]I have bathed someone.
[ ]I have changed a diaper. 
[/]I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ]I have had friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ]I have had major/minor surgery. 
[ ]I have killed another person.
[ ]I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[/]I have mood swings.
[/]I have no idea what I want to do the rest of my life. 
[x]I have rejected someone before.
[/]I like the taste of blood.
[x]I like Michael Jackson.
[ ]I love sleeping.
[x]I love to shop. 
[/]I own 100 CDs or more. (I have my Dad's CDs and some of my own, along with some records). 
[x]I own and use a library card. 
[x]I read books for pleasure in my spare time. 
[ ]I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ]I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[ ]I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ]I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 
[x]I am wearing socks.
[ ]I consume at least one alcoholic beverage every month.
[x]I am tired.
[ ]I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

My hair is naturally the colour:
[ ]Light brown
[ ]Medium brown 
[x]Dark brown
[ ]Blonde
[ ]Dirty blonde
[ ]Strawberry blonde 
[ ]Multicoloured 
[ ]Black
[ ]Ginger

My eyes are: 
[ ]Brown 
[ ]Dark Brown 
[ ]Blue 
[x]Green
[ ]Hazel
[ ]Light brown 
[]Grey


People sometimes label me as:
[ ]Sl*t.
[ ]Boyish. 
[ ]Colourful. 
[x]Ugly. 
[ ]Nerd. 


Some of my fears are:
[x]Spiders/other insects.
[ ]Slimy things. 
[ ]Dying/Afterlife.
[/]Doctor/dentist appointments. Dentists scare me.
[ ]Hospitals.
[ ]Needles.
[ ]Disease.  
[ ]Being alone in the dark.
[/]Heights/falling. 
[ ]Small spaces. 
[/]Oceans/large bodies of water. 
[x]Large animals. 
[ ]Small animals.
[ ]Open spaces. 
[ ]Lightning/Fire. 
[ ]Tornadoes.
[ ]Clustered holes.
[ ]Bodily fluids. 
[ ]Corpses. 
[ ]Thunder/loud noises. 


I have:
[ ]A friend with benefits. 
[ ]A laptop. 
[x]A television in my room. I have two, one for my Xbox and Sky box, and the other for my computer.
[/]Good grades. Two B's and two C's
[ ]My own car. 
[x]Parents who are still married.
[ ]A dog. 
[x]A cat. 
[x]A game console.
[ ]Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. 
[ ]Fired a gun.
[x]Been in a school play. 
[x]Been fired from a job. 
[ ]Taken a lie detector test. 
[ ]Swam with dolphins.
[x]Written poetry. 
[ ]Read more than 20 books a year. 
[x]Gone to Europe. I live in Europe. 
[x]Loved someone you shouldn't have. 
[ ]Used a colouring book over age 12. 
[ ]Had surgery.
[x]Had stitches.
[x]Taken a taxi.
[/]Had more than 5 online conversations going at once. 
[x]Had a hamster. 
[ ]Dyed your hair. 
[ ]Had something pierced. 
[ ]Gotten straight A’s. 
[x]Been handcuffed.


All together 50.5

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