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Why am I like this?
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I hate the why everything has turned out over the passed few years, literally nothing has gone my way, even when I think I have made the right choice it almost always backfires eventually.
I make friends who later on in life forget or abandon me, leaving me back where I began; alone and friendless, huddled up in a corner ready to spew my emotions out at the drop of a hat.
I form relationships, which I solemnly destroy with my own stupidity and ignorance.
My mind turns to self-hatred, not only of my physical appearance, but of my own nature, I hate the way I behave, the way I act, what I like, what I don't like, the colour of my skin, the colour of my eyes, each freckle, pimple, mole, birth mark, blotch and scratch.
Sometimes I think I would be better off dead, but I could never go through with self-destruction, I'm too much of a coward to commit and faces the facts.
I make friends who later on in life forget or abandon me, leaving me back where I began; alone and friendless, huddled up in a corner ready to spew my emotions out at the drop of a hat.
I form relationships, which I solemnly destroy with my own stupidity and ignorance.
My mind turns to self-hatred, not only of my physical appearance, but of my own nature, I hate the way I behave, the way I act, what I like, what I don't like, the colour of my skin, the colour of my eyes, each freckle, pimple, mole, birth mark, blotch and scratch.
Sometimes I think I would be better off dead, but I could never go through with self-destruction, I'm too much of a coward to commit and faces the facts.
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DeviantArtist Questionaire
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How long have you been on DeviantArt?
3 years apparently, wow, time flies fast.
What does your username mean?
It's actually a really lame story, I was making a new YouTube account because for the password for my old one and I had decided on the username "wingman7000" but I thought that was really lame, so I changed it to "wingman2699" and as it turns out, I like it. So yeah, that's what is means, it's also my surname and gender.
Describe yourself in three words
Sanksquatch, unstable, strange
Are you left or right handed?
Right
What was your first deviation?
What is your favourite type of art to create?
I actually really like drawing, but I am terrible at it and don't have the motivation to change that. But writing stuff is cool too.
If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Drawing
What was your first favourite?
What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Photography, animals, anthro, anything dull or creatively mind engaging.
Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
They made me make an original series of my own on dA called Furry Tails. They're not on dA any more.
What are your preferred tools to create art?
Keyboard
What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
The bedroom
What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
Meeting and getting to know Deceptiicon along with JackofAllAss MintyTM Veiaa rihab724 cristian1200n Midly87 and a lot of others.
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